My New Years resolution is to be unapologetically me
How raw and authentic can we be with ourselves and with the people that we love?
How much can we acknowledge our dissociations with our emotions and our life path with our intentions and habits?
I want to discover 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒽
I want to own it.
There’s a difference between discovering your truth and owning it. You can be aware of what is true for you, but abide by what you think society would want you to be/think/wear/act. This is the hole I fell into when I moved. I knew my truth, but didn’t own it. A combination of putting someone else’s wants and needs over my own, trying to fit in, being depressed for a majority of time, and many other things led to this. But I finally feel relieved.
I feel like I’ve found a 𝑅𝒽𝓎𝓉𝒽𝓂.. or maybe I created my own.
I feel seen.
I feel heard.
I feel like myself again.
I’m doing what I love again.
So maybe my New Years resolution is already off to a good start, but I finally have the confidence that it can be consistent.
And I finally have the support that I needed to stay afloat.